February 2012
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i hate everyone
more specifically,
the people that i don’t even know coming over at 4 in the morning and being loud as fuck and waking me up. when i have work in the morning.
It’s a goddamn weeknight. is that really necessary?
onelikeyou asked: Really? Thanks for the advice. I feel like I try and try and I'm just not good at poetry so I'm not good and song writing.
onelikeyou said: I’m no poetry expert, but I think what you write is great. The point isn’t really if you always like what you write, its that you are writing it. Someone will love it, and I know I do.
heartofaqueen said: Every good writer has this problem. TRUST ME. I know. I am my own biggest critic, as well. Don’t sweat it. You’re awesome. I am feeling the love. thanks. missonelikeyou:...
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i started this poem a while ago. don't remember if...
but here it is:
What’s Left is Me
Rage ringing in my ears
the anger stomping out the fear
I’ll strike with every downbeat
With blackened eyes I finally see
with a bruised heart I finally feel
with nothing to lose I have a will
with a cut throat i try to speak
with every injury what’s left is me
Now I am misfortune’s son
the one who lost before he even begun
the one who’s misery...
okay, one last attempt.
onelikeyou said: Why? You’re so great at it
Really? I don’t know. I write it and it sounds good to me when I write it.
But as soon as I read I think it’s stupid. I don’t know.
I’m a pretty big critic of myself.
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note to self:
stop trying to write poetry.
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The Following was Written on the Spot
Yeah this is bullshit.
this took no effort.
go through the motions,
and coast on by.
I’m honest. I try.
But not this time.
Got no time to be clever.
Got no will to be sly.
Ignore the structure,
the meter, the rhyme.
I bet this won’t fly.
But I’ve come to find,
that it’s alright
That’s okay.
I’m in no mood to lie.
anyways…
You know what I love more than political activism?...
itscandidlycara:
Feel free to reblog if you have a lengthy answer. I want to read them all. :)
There’s a lot for me.
Ferris Bueller’s pearls of wisdom like “You’re not dying, you just can’t think of anything good to do.”
12 Angry Men. just, the whole movie.
Scott Pilgrim’s epic Bass Battle.
The dance scene from The Breakfast Club.
The...
jessmeowz said: We havent talked in ages have we? Well, I did quit tumblr for nearly two months so that explains some of it. But… Hey, how have you been? any new news or gossip :p ? xox
umm, not much is new with me. haha. just existing and whatnot. i’m a bit of a boring friend, my apologies.
jessmeowz asked: thank you :D I can keep complaining until April :p hahaha. Im still physically deprived until then
hey tumblr.
sorry i haven’t been on lately.
but not much is going on.
just hanging out with the cousins.
me and shawny recorded some covers.
perhaps i’ll post them later.
pizza in the oven.
gonna watch SNL.
gonna play some Xbox.
maybe i’ll watch a movie.
but most importantly, i will enjoy this alone time.
i always feel a little guilty after writing emotional posts. despite the fact that this is my tumblr and i post whatever i goddamn want.
but i never want anyone to take pity, or feel like i’m complaining. idk.
I don’t like talking about my problems, even on the internet sometimes.
coffeeneverletmego asked: My book wants me back. I can feel it missing me. He feels naked. While I don't mind you holding onto it, I don't want to cause my love the pain of being away from me. So . . . we need to hang out to fix this.
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alright, here goes.
So. I think my biggest fear is that i’ll be unremarkable.
I am so afraid of being just, nothing special.
And I have no confidence in myself that I make myself believe that I am not anything unique or special.
and honestly, I’m not.
I don’t know what sets me apart from the billions of others on this planet.
And, I am really afraid that i’ll just be lost in that...
it was a movie watching kind of day
I watched Wristcutters: A Love Story. which is a pleasant film despite the subject matter. I always enjoy watching that.
I saw The Decendants again at the theater.
and I watched 50/50 on the Dvd. i was reminded why it was one of my favorite movies of the year.
requiem0fspirit said: get it brohemian rhapsody
oh, i will. After i play some Skyrim.
also, call me that more often.
you know what time it is people.
it’s “DJ is awesome and writes a paper he hasn’t started yet that’s due in several hours and writes a badass essay” time.
oh yeah.
lapetitechoux said: Seriously, one of my favorite movies. You know, Sammi and old style movies is like macaroni and cheese
I’m so so glad you’ve seen it.
Cuz the next time we talked i was going to rant about how much you would love this movie.
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i made it home from the theater
kay, I was a bit thrown off before going into this movie because it’s been winning all the awards. and i tend to be wary of movies that hog all the awards.
but when i viewed The Artist, it took me by surprise.
it was a wonderfully refreshing movie that is genunie and just straight up awesome.
i’m sold.
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Denim
kassemg:
I’m more comfortable around people in denim.
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I have just completed reading The Fault in Our Stars
it is for sure in my favorites.
It’s funny.
this is the third book Sammi recommended to me that has landed in my favorites. So good on her.
anyways, I loved this book.
I identified greatly to the character of Augustus.
right down to his use of the word “Grand.”
(Edit: Fourth book. 1. The Perks of Being a Wallflower...
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i’m thus far a 1/3 of the way into the book.
and i love it.
so i’ve obtained The Fault in Our Stars thanks to Vanilla Bear. and i will read it tonight.
and i will talk about it as soon as i finish it.
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hi tumblr.
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I just wrote that you’ll never have that moment where everything suddenly makes sense.
an epiphany if you will.
And it’s okay, because it’s the moments of pure living that really matter.
And as true as I think that is, God i wish it were real.
I wish I could have that moment where everything clicks and I start being awesome and I get the girl and I ride off in the...
it’s always a bit frustrating when you start writing something and you end up hating it when you’re almost done.